August 20, 2007 - 6:04 p.m.
So, yeah. Its been several months since I've updated this thing. Been busy with a new job. Nothing worth writing about.
Today marks the 17th anniversary of the passing of my grandfather. Its been a long fucking time since I've seen the old man, but it doesn't get easier. I'm growing into a bitter old man with no guidance. My grandparents meant the ENTIRE world to me. Losing them was two the hardest times in my life, and still is. I'm sure losing my mom in the years to come won't be a walk in the park either.
I still can't figure out how the hell I'm still walking around. All the bullshit I've seen and been through, I have no clue.
The hate and anger is turning into bitterness and disappointment.
